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Every time I go out, without fail, I am hit on by a Hispanic guy. EVERY. TIME. -_-;

I am not racist by any means but... I'm not personally attracted to Mexicans. :S I'm part Hispanic, myself. I'm ¼ Mexican, ¼ Spanish, ½ White (a jumble of things I'm not sure of). My mother's side is where I get my Mexican/Spanish from, and I love my family to death.

I dunno. Why's it always Mexicans? Why? Do they not get any? Or am I just unattractive to any other type of person? XD I don't understand. :S

Now, if they came off very nice and not trying to get me in bed, then I wouldn't mind it so much but... usually they're all like "chica this, chica that, why don't you come and party with me and my friends heeheehee" DX

It happened just the other night on my way home. >_<;

This guy asked for the time, I gave it, and talked for a little while about general things, and then he was like "you so pretty why don't you go clubbing with me and my friends"

EEEWWWW. No thankyou. And he was shorter than me. :S I can't stand it when the guy is shorter than me. I'm only 5'1" for crying out loud.

-SIGH-

Why can't I have hot Japanese hitting on me? X'D Now THAT I wouldn't mind. Well no I take that back. If they were degrading in their speech like the Mexicans I've run into are, I wouldn't like them either.

But alas, lately I've been really into girls. :S I really want a girlfriend. But like I've said many times before, I have THE hardest time figuring out if a girl is that way or not.

I also left OKcupid because the place sorta scares me. XD only not cuz... I just logged on again after two weeks and met some nice people. xD :is stoned:

sigh.

I dunno. I wish I didn't miss my ex so much sometimes. It really messes me up. I always have to remember the reasons we split up and why it wouldn't work. That's the only way I get over it. :/ He was almost the perfect guy had he not been so selfish and scared of change. I would have stayed with him forever otherwise. But truth of the matter is we were going in different directions. He's never going to leave home/Colorado I am convinced. And I cannot stand men who are mamma's boys. I will not ever date a man who is ever again. It is the most obnoxious thing I've ever encountered. I understand loving your family and parents but for God's sake, when you're an adult start making your own decisions. Don't let your family run your life for you even if you're convinced they must be right because they always were in the past. If you don't learn to think on your own what would you do if your family (Heaven forbid) ever weren't there for some reason (death or something)?

So. I dunno. Most women I run into are much more independent than the men I've met. And any guy who seems to have interest in me is a near carbon copy of my ex at least as far as personality/pros/cons go. DX Besides women are a lot easier to understand. Men are simple but yet I just don't GET them. I don't know if I ever will. They're almost too simple. Like I keep digging for something more but it's not there lol. I dunno. I guess I'm stereotyping but.. I dunno. It'd take one heck of a guy to prove me wrong.

If the love of my life ended up being a Mexican, which isn't entirely out of the picture (my ex was part Mexican after all, but took more pride in his American Indian heritage), I'd be fine with that but, I know it wont be one of the creepy kinds of guys I have met on my way home. >_>;

I dunno.

I'm happy to be single most of the time honestly... I watch people get so engrossed with their significant other that they forget their friends and don't make time for other people. They're constantly together and there's no prying them apart. It really bothers me. :/ Friends should be more important than any guy/girlfriend. I know I ignored my friends when I was with my ex at first but, it didn't last too long. I wouldn't repeat the mistake again...

eh.

Well anyways... I want a girlfriend. :/ Girls are so... soo... interesting. XD I dunno. Maybe I've been indulging in too much yuri hahah. XD I just don't find guys as interesting anymore. I love yaoi and the "girly boy" thing but, it's not often you find girly boys in real life you know? I really don't like "real men". :scratches head: I think I'll quit rambling. XD

Sorry if I offended anyone. Again I'm really not prejudiced AT ALL. I promise. I'd never talk down about a race because that's stupid. I've just had bad experiences with certain men I guess I will say it that way. :S And most if not all of the time they are Mexican. Maybe it's a cultural thing??? I've met really polite guys before though. I dunno. I'll shut up. :S I'm sorry!

~ Horus

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