I drew this yesterday at school. Kinda mindlessly too... all the while praying for guidance. Drew it while outside waiting for Kenny to show up. When I saw him I didn't want to talk to him... I wasn't sure what to say or what to do. So I just watched him enter the school from one of the further entries (not close to where I was)... and then I ended up talking to him later when we found eachother.
I think at this point... I'm just going to leave everything up to him with this. I'll always be here with my arms open if he chooses to try again. But, I wouldn't blame him if he chooses not to, considering the rollercoaster I've made him jump on already.
God has answered me when I called. I never ask for anything, I never ask him to take my pain away, or to make me happy when I'm not. I always ask Him to help me have the necessary strength to carry the burdens which are upon my shoulders. Even with what is happening now, I'll never ask him to make love come my way again. I'll leave it in His hands.
on a critical note, yes I'm well aware of the proportional errors with this. it wasn't the point of the image, so please don't critique. thanks.